不对的时间/不对的人

今天收到几则短讯，
其中的两则竟然让我觉得很geli...

我想，
如果有人对自己表示好感，
向自己示爱，
应该会感觉甜蜜吧，
但是，
我竟然觉得可怕！
一直起鸡皮疙瘩，
并立刻删除该简讯！

显然，
他不是我想要的，
也许是因为他出现得不是时候！

其实，
心里其实一直踮挂着一个人，
他时常都会出现在我的脑海，
就算我已经好久、好久、好久、好久没见过他，
也一段时间没有他的消息，
但是，
我还是期待着，
继续期待着！

也许，
要遇上 Mr. Right,
真的需要时机的配合！

another happy news!

One of my dearest sister is going to marry next year, 10th July 2009!!
At first, is quite surprise and shocked to hear from her,
after that, I feel touching and happy.
They had go thru all the difficulties and finally she made it!
Or I should said, they made it!!

Congratulations, dear!!

on / off

i online,
you offline...

i offline,
you maybe online.....

on, off, on off, on and off.......

i think hide and seek is your favorite game,
am i right?

he made it!!

Ben just bought himself a condo!
finally he made it and is all by his own!!!
really happy to hear that and congrats to him！

最近发生了很多不愉快的事情，
所以，他成为屋主的消息，
就好像一支强化剂，鼓舞了我们！

其实，他真的好厉害！
无论是车子或是公寓，
都是靠他自己赚回来的！
他从来都不需要家人赞助！
所以，
we are really proud to have him as our friend！

p/s: can't wait for his house warming party!!!

短讯

多久没有你的短讯？
多久没有你的消息？
我已经记不起了！
应该很久很久了吧！

曾经你问我，
是否把你传给我的简讯都收着？
我说，不一定！
霎那间，感觉电话另一方的你沉默了！
也许是我多心，
但是之后，
你发给我的每一则短讯，
我都保留着！
每一则、每一则、 每一则！

当我想念的时候，
习惯性的会阅读短讯，
看着你对我的昵称，
读着你我的对话，
就算是简单的问候，
也感觉很甜蜜，
嘴角是上扬的！

回到现实，
你就好像过客，
早已去走无踪！
现在我是否该把所有简讯删除呢？
我想我老早就应该做这个动作，
只是，我真的不想！
我不舍得，
万般不舍！！！

我想我已经无药可救！

迷惑

不断有人告诉我你的不好，
开始时我觉得其实还好。
只是，
越来越多人否定，
我也开始动摇了！
我问自己，
是我后知后觉，
还未察觉么？
还是他人不了解呢？
我不知道如何可以找到答案，
我不知道我可以相信谁？
你曾经告诉我，
要相信自己的感觉，
也许那就是对的选择！
只是，
没有人的支持与肯定，
我感到迷惑了！

Let's start from here

Giving up, why should I
I've come too far to forget
We're beautiful, we just got lost
Somewhere along the way
So much was missing when you went away

Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

Standing here face to face
A finger on your lips
Don't say a word don't make a sound
Silence surrounds us now
Even when you were gone I felt you everywhere
Let' start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
Let's start from here

I've never been the one to open up
But you've always been the voive within
The only warmth from my cold heart
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
Let's start from here
Let's start from here
Let's start from here

"Let's start from here" _Joanna Wang

listening to this song with tears,
i am missing someone badly.....
is there still any starting point for us?
will it be???

waiting..

i am waiting here.
what am i waiting?
i have no idea.
i just feel like there is something i should be waiting for!
i hope god will be kind for me this time,
so that i will get to know soon.
i hope i will be patient enough this time,
so that i won't mess up everything.
so,
just keep on waiting...

less / more

OMG, i gaining more and more weight recently!
all the fat gather at the tummy and bottom part,
hate hate hate!!!
so, have to eat less...
do more and more and more exercises,
and the most important,
drink less!!!
seriously, no more Heineken sessions!!
er.. is a bit hard actually,
or i should say, less Heineken instead?

someone said i should stop beers and go for wine.
someone said is more healthy.
i try, and i really did for sometimes!
but, i don't think someone care about it anymore...